What has a negative impact on you is the environment in which you are forced to be. You are one of those people who cannot calmly respond to criticism and someone else’s, especially negative opinion, always has a devastating effect on you. No matter how you try to abstract from reality, in the end, you still have to either adapt to someone despite your own preferences, or act not at the behest of your heart but by some order, for example from your superiors. It remains to wish you one thing - rest more often and do not take everything too close to your heart...More »